Today is exactly 100 days before our big day. And I'm depressed. (Damn counter! Everytime I drop by my blog and see that counter, I go like "Oh my God! The wedding is just a few days away!" And I panic unnecessarily.)

Should be excited or whatever, but instead am feeling depressed. Why not? Am 25 and jobless, am getting married and penniless. Great.

As I read other W@Wies status on their wedding preps, I panicked. There are those who are getting married as far as December next year, but I think they've accomplished more than I have. And to think our wedding is December THIS YEAR! Check out my wedding preps status.

There's a lot of things bothering me right now, but I won't put them all here. I'm not even sure if I should worry about most of them, so I'll save my face from criticism. :D

I should stop right now because if I don't, I'll end up bitching about my petty worries anyway. Poor me. Need to get out more often. No, need a job.